Monday, December 24, 2007
Why I am writing a blog
Friday, December 21, 2007
Around my village
Talking about who is who
Though the place still looks the same (with the minor changes mentioned above), and though I can still walk with my eyes closed through the forests around my village, something has changed. It's these totally irrelevant encounters like the one today in the bus that make me realize that though I simply love the abundant beauty of the place where I grew up, I am not connecting to it anymore the way I probably did years ago when I was still permament resident here.
Today I was sitting in the bus, and few rows in front of me were few elderly women. Immediately after arranging themselves on the not very cosy seats of the bus, they started the "who-is-who" chat. For one hour they continued exchanging news about who has married whom, who has died, who has gotten a baby, who is ill, who is happy in life, who has a new pet, who is in love with whom, who is related to whom, which female-who is not very happy with her youngster-who, and which female-who is very blessed with her youngster-who, and so on. Since the variety of surnames is not very big, the same names kept on popping up: Trettl, Meraner, Wohlgemut and few others. They sounded familiar to me, but despite all these names and seemingly important news being mentioned just few seats in front of me, I wasn't able to match faces to any of the names. Slowly I started wondering if that means that I am not any longer socially "fit" enough to survive in the village I grew up in? I also wondered if my name pops up, too, in the neverending who-is-who chats? After all, there are not many whos in my region who live in Afghanistan and previosly in Somaliland ;)
Anyhow, the who-is-who is after all not very important. Just wanted to share few lines on it, since thoughts about the conversation by these ladies in front of me in the bus kept on coming back while I was walking through the forest once again with my dog this afternoon. Last but not least, I have to say, that even though I don't know many who's in my place any more, I met enough precious people around the globe, who, even though I might not know what they are doing nowadays, if they are married or not, if they have kids, if they are healthy or not, still live on in my memories :)
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Just arrived, and already on my way home again.
The first two months in Kabul have - all in all - been great. It was such a good feeling to be in a new place. While I initially felt like looking at a map with only the physical features, but no names, I have - by now - added quite some few names to it: names of people, places, things, thoughts. I am truly looking forward to add even more color to my imaginatory map upon my return to Kabul in January!
In the meantime I hope that I will be able to add some few more pictures and stories from the last two months onto my blog, while at home in Italy. Johanna
Friday, December 14, 2007
People
Below are some of my favorite pictures, memories of some of the encounters which I had with people in and around Jalalabad
Kids in the streets of JalalabadCommunity members during a graduation ceremony for project beneficiaries who had just completed a tailoring course
A group of women in Sheihk Masri, one of the officialy land allocation sites provided by the Government of Afghanistan to the returnees from Pakistan and Iran.
Trainees from a carpentry course. The one in the background has participated in a training last year, and is by now a master trainer, too.
Again, Sheikh Masri. I will defenitely write more about these land allocation schemes more one of the next days...
And again, Sheikh Masri land allocation site. More to follow
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Into Jalalabad
The destination of my trip was Jalalabad, a town approximately 100 miles east of Kabul. The town is situated much lower than Kabul and thus enjoys a warm climate. Although they towns are only a short distance apart, the landscape changes dramatically between Kabul and Jalalabad. The first - and infamous - leg of the journey on the Jalalabad road goes past military camps and the grey-brownish industrial area of Kabul. Few kilometers outside of town, the road enters a narrow valley, which turns more and more narrow and rocky the further one proceeds. Than, all of a sudden, the road ends into seemingly nothing. It felt a bit like floating on a river that leads straight to a steep waterfall. But there was no rush - instead, Indian music best known from bollywood films filled the car. Wondering if the car would spread out hidden wings and fly down the walls, the road finally became visible again, sneaking down the rocky gorge like a mountain python. Despite the fact that the road is relatively wide and well tarmacked, it was still scary to sit in the car and watch other cars and trucks overturning as if they would be on Route 66... (I have never been there myself, but whenever I saw pictures of route 66, it seemed to be one endless, straight road with nothing but desert to its right and left...)
Once down the hill, the valley got wider again, and we continued our drive along the Kabul river. It's waters are of an icy blue, and every now and then green fields border the river bank. Beyond the green fields, there is nothing but mountains. I guess it was the view of these mountains that finally made me feel to be in the right country (sounds weird, I agree... but than again, it doesn't need much for me to be happy: some mountains, some interesting scenery, some funny street signs, some nice people :)
At one point, our car made a strange noise, as if the wheel would would have suddenly decided to go on leave... We stopped, and what I saw on the opposite side of the road was not very promising: a broken down car. Those are the kind of coincidences which I don't really like. Anyhow, our driver just muttered a brief "mushkel nes" (no problem), and drove on. I wonder what commentthe driver from the car on the opposite side of the road made to his passengers before ending the journey once and forever.
After two hours of driving, the first palm tree stood like a lonely messenger of the sub-Indian continent in the middle of a otherwise empty field. Not much later, olive trees, akacia and sugar cane diffused a mediterranaen-tropical flair. For a slight moment I stopped thinking about the country I am in, ignoring the white painted rocks that signalled cleared mine fields in a proximity of the road.
Jalalabad itself was filled by a hustle and buslte that only countries like Afhganistan can have. All types of wheel based-moving whatever things combined mediaval, Asian and somewhat modern transportation systems, ranging from carosses to ritschkas, cars and trucks. The local bazar was full of people (mainly men), selling whatever can be sold. Fascinatingly, bazars in Afghanistan are still organized according to trades, meaning that each trade has one section in the bazar. So you can walk past ten shops with textiles that all look the same for the imbicil outsider, and end up in the metal section, where each shop again seems to sell exactly the same items.
While the fields immediately around Jalalabad burst in green, few kilometors beyond the fertile grounds of Kabul and Kunar river, a desert of stone begins. Build into this desert like pieces of skin are tiny villages, and it remains a question to me how people manage to survive in this harsh environment. Some few sheeps every now and then, but other than that? The only real color that these villages have are the signboards of all the international and local NGOs that have supported their existence (and thus, justified their own existence). Every few hundred meters they try to convey the endless tale of development; sometimes, they stand next to a water well, in other cases next to a tented school. Sometimes, there is just the board.
There are still hundreds of impressions which I collected over the past few days and which I would like to get down on paper before they fade out. But its already half past ten, and my eyes will be totally red tomorrow if I don't stop looking into this piece of electro... in front of me. So for now, enjoy the pics below and I will write more, soon. Johanna
Friday, December 7, 2007
Maintenance flight
Myself, laughing over all the funny stuff that pilots from russian planes are shouting into their radios
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
Thanks for looking at my blog :)
great to see (thanks to this lovely tool called clustermaps) that people are actually looking up my blog. It's kinda a good feeling to know that people take interest in whatever I am doing in Kabul. Internet connections are pretty slow today, and since I am just out of a day long meeting, I don't feel like writing much. There weren't that many good news today, anyway, at least not regarding security in Afghanistan (one suicide attack this morning in Kabul, kidnapping threat against national staff members (it's sad to see how little the international press talks about all these national NGO and not NGO workers who get threats AND kidnapped on a constant basis, much more actually than internationals do), and another kidnapping warning against international NGOS in Jalalabad (a town I am supposed to travel to soon, since we have some of our projects implemented there).
So, lets leave it like that today, but I will try to post some more interesting and encouraging stories over the weekend (and great air views of Kabul from a helicopter flight that I joined recently :)
Best
Jo
Monday, December 3, 2007
My way to work
My counterstrategy to all these highly armed security guards is reading my dari phrase book, which can be quite amusing. Today for instance I leared that one of my colleagues is called "sun" (Aftab), and that sitara, the name of another friend of mine, means "star". If I ever happen to have kids, I will defenitely go for one of these meaning-beautyful dari names!
cheers
Johanna
Sunday, December 2, 2007
Sare ko barf nast!
Sare ko barf nast - there is snow in the mountains
Dar shar barf nes - there is no snow in the city
Badan barf mebatab - there will be snow in the city
asman - sky
zamin - earth.
So at least when I am turned again into a small child when seeing snow, I can share my happiness with people around me :)
More pictures from Kabul
The old swimmingpool - never seen water so far, and chances that it will ever see water are slim. In the meantime, it is happily used as sports ground for kids from the surrrounding quarters
Other then in some other countries I have been to, taking snaps of people does not seem to be an issue in Afghanistan, or at least not in Kabul. I recently went up to the old soviet swimmingpool (more to that one at a later stage), and as soon as I took out my camera I was surrounded by kids who simply wanted me to take a picture of them. No asking for Money, no asking for my camera, no camera stolen... I like this place!
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Some thoughts I send out two weeks ago...
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After an odyssey of travels from Somaliland via Kenya to Italy I have – just over two weeks after my departure from Hargeisa - reached Kabul last Monday. An enormity of new images, vivid and intense like the colors of autumn, is swirling through my mind. Though I don’t really know how to get them down on paper (or better into the computer…), I nonetheless think its actually about time to send some updates to Somaliland, Kenya and beyond.
Leaving Somaliland was as difficult as it was liberating – difficult, since I had lived there for two years and the country, its people, its “Somaliness” (explanations to this term on my blog), my work, etc have really grown on me; liberating, because after two years, the closeness of the international community, the lack of privacy, limited opportunities to move around, lack of recreational opportunities, and so on, have become a bit too much for my own taste....
Thus, when flying out of Hargeisa, a weird mix of melancholy, lightness, excitement and relief made me laugh, while at the same time causing few lonely tears running down my cheeks. Most of the three hours in the plane I spend watching out of the window, reflecting over the two past years, and observing the constantly changing cloud formations on the sky and the dry empty river beds, that creep like endless snakes over the vast landscape between the Somalia and Kenya (one thing I never got tired off, even after tens of flights between the two countries). Looking back, I felt happy to have had the opportunity to live in a country so unique that I don’t even try to compare it with any other place I have been to.
The two days which I had in Kenya were mainly filled with going through my few belongings (foremost books) and dividing them into which should go straight to Afghanistan and which should go to Europe. Getting the woman at the post office understand the difference between Afghanistan and Pakistan (obviously she was only aware about one “stan” country, unfortunately the Pakistan “stan”) was another adventure. I must admit that I am not quite sure if my books will ever reach Kabul – I left the post office with a big Insha Allah in mind…
My stay in Italy was just nice. It had been the first time in four years that I got a chance to visit Italy at this time of the year, and extensive walks through the forest and vineyards made me realize that I have truly missed out on many things by not visiting Italy in Autumn: millions of different red, yellow, orange and green colors, sweet grapes, chestnuts, new wine, just to name some.
The pleasure was, unfortunately, of short duration: after one week only I moved on to Dubai and from there to Kabul. The flight to Kabul with KAM air (no idea what KAM stands for…) was much more comfortable than I had expected, and flying into Kabul was just gorgeous: steep mountains, wherever I looked, with the city spread like a carpet between them. The airport itself is one big construction site, but the huge amount of military stuff (helicopters, planes, etc) standing around does not really stress the reconstruction of country…
During my first drive to town I was, admittedly, a bit nervous. After all, there are hardly any good news that have made it out of Afghanistan over the last months. Without wanting it, I looked at everybody and everything in a suspicious way. Fortunately, I have since then not have had time again to think about potential dangers: from the airport I was brought straight to the office to be introduced to my staff, from there I went to the guesthouse (a beautiful building from the seventies, with huge windows, huge rooms, and interesting furniture), and over the last days I have spent most of the time trying to get a first understanding of IRCs (international rescue committee, the org I am working with) interventions in Afghanistan, to get an overview over structure and scope of my project, and to simply realize that I am here, in Kabul, and not anymore in Hargeisa. Two nights agoI had my first introduction into the expatriate scene of Kabul during a party (dear friends from Somaliland, believe it or not, they even have live bands here, and parties are attended by over 200 people!). Yesterday I had a first bargain with a carpet dealer (I eventually bought a carpet for thirty dollar, and got a picture of him for free – see attachment). My first meeting with our donors (we are actually getting money from World Bank, through the Ministry of Labor, a quite interesting set up to work with) went well, today, and in the evening I got a glimpse of Afghan Kitsch during a wedding ceremony of a national staff member: a truly bizarre mixture of Vegas, Bollywood and pieces of other things such as flower girls, never ending picture sessions, and a bit of machoism…
There are still hundreds of things I am not used to, such as living in my “own” house, in a decent distance to the office (the past two years in Somaliland I had office and guesthouse in the same compound), doing a “radio check” every evening at eight and every time I move out of the office/ guesthouse (confirming that I am still alive, I guess…) or being able to somewhat blend in simply by covering my head (there seem to be two type of styles for women here in town: trousers in combination with a short dress and head scarf, and the burka – sadly still quite widespread). I also still have to get used to head a program with thirty national staff members (luckily, they only asked me for my marital status and nationality, but avoided asking for my age!). Being able to chose between roughly twenty different restaurants if I want to have dinner out is another exciting thing. Unfamiliar so far are all these Americans who seem to flood the NGO scene of Kabul, infiltrating a – for me – new vocabulary such as “touching base” (seems to be the top runner, every second sentence contains a “lets touch base”… ;-). One thing that strikes me most, though, are the military camps spread over the town, surrounded by enormous walls and mashed wire. Today we went shopping into one of the ISAF camps, and seeing all these young guys and girls, running around in their uniforms and armed made me think about all these different angles that people have here in Kabul. Surely, they have a different perspective on Kabul than the crowd of development workers.
Before I come to an end, some updates on my blog: tough I didn’t find time yet, I am committed to continue blogging about my new duty station. I am not sure how I will call my blog, I am somehow biased towards “www.kabulog.blogspot.com”, but “www.johannistan.blogspot.com” is also quite tempting…. Or maybe www.blogistan.blogspot.com? Ah, will let you know once I have settled for one of them.
Apologies again for the long mail – congratulations for those who reached up to here – you will get a free copy if I ever write & publish a book… J
xox
to all of you & keep in touch (who knows, maybe we even manage to “touch base” one of these fine days ;-)
Johanna
Friday, November 23, 2007
Kabul impressions
The streets of Kabul reflect both the glamour and the sadness of the past three tousand years. Its amazing to drive through the city and watch out for left overs from the past and emerging structures that point towards an fragile future. Below are some of my favorite pics which I took over the last few weeks There is something about balloons in Kabul - they pop up in the most unexpected places, in a never ending variaty of colors, sizes and shapes. Its odd to look at them and think about that only few years ago, people would have been convicted for such simple pleasures.
To me its one of the many "healing" signs - keeping in mind however also that the support for taliban and other militant opposition groups is on the rise again
Bikes are all over in Kabul
One of the old buildings, the Darul Aman Palace, build by King Amanullah Khan in the early 20 century. I just learned that he drove a rolls royce and introduced reforms such as electricty for the city and schooling for girls.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Baburs Gardens
These are some notes which I took from a webpage... I wish I would have more time to write my own story... unfortunately, currently, I am still too busy catching up with work...
The present garden extends over fifteen orchard terraces that descend westward towards the Kabul river. The overall layout is rectangular in plan, with an extension containing a caravanserai and another containing the burial terraces at the foot and head of the central axis. The site measures about three-hundred meters at its widest (north-south) and four-hundred and sixty meters at its longest (east-west).
History of the Garden
Although the exact layout of the garden in Babur's time is not known, it was probably organized around a central water channel in the manner of Timurid char baghs that Babur had admired in Samarkand and Herat. Excavations reveal a structure on a lower terrace which dates back to the Indo-Greek and Kushano-Sasanian periods, and there may also have been a Timurid garden and cemetery on the site. Shah Jahan's extensive investments in Bagh-e Babur are described in the Badshahnama, which mentions pools on 12 terraces along the central axis, linked by waterfalls and marble-lined channels. There is mention of a caravanserai (whose foundations have been excavated) at the foot of the central axis, and of the marble mosque erected by the sultan below Babur's grave. The chronicle lists the addition of three reservoirs (near the entrance, and on the ninth and tenth terraces) and a monumental gateway with gilt cupolas, the footings of which were excavated by the DAI in 2004-2005.
Bagh-e Babur fell into disrepair during the decline of the Mughal Empire, and its structures were badly damaged in the 1842 earthquake. Amir Abdur Rahman Khan invested in the garden in the late nineteenth century and refashioned it in a European manner. A garden pavilion was built over the central axis, which was remodeled with seven parterres and fountains. At the same time, a large palace was built in the southeast corner of the garden. Bagh-e Babur became a public park during the reign of Muhammad Nadir Shah (1929-1933). A large modern swimming pool and greenhouse were built in the 1970s. The site was badly damaged during inter-factional fighting in 1992/3, when most of the trees died or were cut down for firewood. The garden was re-opened to the public in the spring of 2002, at the beginning of restoration works implemented by the Aga Khan Trust for Culture.